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6. I don't like large groups of people

I get very anxious in crowds of people. Im not sure why, but it just happens that way. Im also better off with people individually as opposed to 2 to 3 people at a time. I have times where i get very quiet around people I don't know. This is especially the case at my brothers house when they have stupid people over. There was a time when a former friend of mine would want to hang out with me and his other friends, even though he knew that it would not be a good thing. His friends sucked as when we did hang out they wouldn't speak to me and barely acknowledged me.

7. If Jesus is coming back, where is he? Did he get lost? I know! Maybe he lied. This and other things pop into my head. I just think it's hilarious that everyone says he's coming back so all the religious peeps think they will be judged and get into heaven. I think if it was going to happen, it would of a long time ago when the very first person in the world died. Since that didn't happen...

8. I still think of my childhood best friend- who i haven't seen in 20+ years, and who still lives in my old hometown..

We lived down the street from each other in elementary school and were on the same bus all through elementary school and until he moved in 5th grade and then I moved to Florida right before 7th grade. I used to play jokes on him and he was my very first and only kiss. He had feelings for me in 6th grade and then a year later, i discovered I had feelings for him and to this day I never told him. I don't even know if he'd remember me or what his parents have said. They never cared for the practical jokes I would play on him that were soo freaken harmless..things like i have a twin sister, etc.

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