PinkAngel2017

So I am basically a female Sheldon Cooper... What I mean by that is... 1. I have my quirks and like things a certain way. 2. I was picked on all through school. 3. I have to know someone before I can really open up to them. 4. There are times when I just want to be by myself 5. I have various spots and routines that I don't like disrupted. 6.I hate change and like things to stay the same 7. I get very anxious before social events This is a starting point,  but its clear to me that I'm a female Sheldon cooper..

So I was reading some blogs and its weird, I can handle sex scenes in erotica,  but to read  about real life sex don't really do anything for me. I get turned on occasionally,  but not very often. When I think of being with someone,  there really isn't sex involved. I just have never thought of sleeping with someone and it wasn't until I was watching big bang theory and heard Howard talking about sexing up penny's roomate, that In a way it grossed me out to hear about it and its like I sometimes get uncomfortable watching sex scenes in movies. I think for me,  it all comes to the idea of getting to know someone first and then maybe think about sex. In a lot of ways,  I am a female Sheldon cooper. Basically I have to know and trust someone before I can become intimate or even think about it..but I'll elaborate more in the next blog post.. I have also been thinking, and a micromanaged kinky relationship isnt my cup of tea. I love reading about them in erotica,  but

Soo..i got a message from my girl crush asking if I'm interested in cat sitting for her... Of course i said i was and since then she has been on my mind... I'm waiting on a reply from her and since then, i keep picturing the inside of her house and her couch and for some reason my thoughts go kinky and here is just a peek into where my mind has been... "We are in her living room and her couch is white and really pretty and she has flowers all around,  and we are sitting on the couch and talking and then she starts getting closer to me and before i realize,  she is kissing my neck and after i realize what is happening,  i start kissing her and then she pushes me off her,  as i was on her lap,  and has me kneel in front of her.. She pauses for a minute and starts to take her shoes off and has me kiss her feet and then lick them... While i am busy with her feet,  she is talking to me and she pauses,  and reaches behind her and pulls out a pink velvet collar that has tiny