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30 days of d/s....Day 2

Day 2- what does submission mean to you? Does a submissive have certain behaviors, specific tasks, what do you think of a submissive and submission? Submission for me is the idea of giving up control to someone and letting them lead things in the relationship. With my former best friend, I was naturally submissive to him and he was the dominant one, although we didn't define it that way. Even if there was something I didn't want to do, and I knew he wanted to, I would be afraid of how he felt. We would hang out and I even ended going to church with him, even though I didn't really want to, I did it to make him happy. Looking back, even though we were in no way d/s, it describes what we had. He was very calming and most of the time when we hung out, it was his idea. He was fully aware of what was going on in my mind as we would hang out one on one most of the time because I didn' t do well with crowds because of my anxiety. In my onl ine rela tionship, although it did

Soo... I may be sapiosexual....

This is a word that I have heard before, and for some reason, my mind keeps going back to it... And since I am sitting here waiting for sub jobs to appear, why not use this as an opportunity to share what is on my mind and distract me at the same time?? The word of the day is Sapiosexual-as if you couldn't tell by the title of the blog lol.... anywho, the meaning of the word being attracted to brains over beauty.. well, after reading that and thinking for ages upon ages about it, I think it's another word that describes a part of me. So let's see...for many years, I have noticed that my attraction to others isn't so much how they look,although that does happen sometimes, most of the time when I realize I like someone, it has to do with their mind... Some examples- 1. Former best friend who has a birthday today- he played the cello and was very smart and it was after we hung out for awhile, that i slowly realized I loved being around him and even though he was cute a