PinkAngel2017

I don't know why, but I keep thinking of old friends of mine..one of them i had an intense dream about even though i haven't seen him for 2 years or maybe even longer and maybe its a sign that i need to be my own best friend and i haven't been doing much of that and i don't want to see him, but every so often he shows up in my dreams and maybe its because of how close we were and how after a lack of communication after the 2nd time of reconnecting, he never reached out and i didn't either...even though it has been awhile i still wonder what it would be like to run into him- would he even say hi or amything or act like we were never friends...its something i have thought about and maybe because we haven't talked at all and i had thought of texting at one point, but honestly, if you stop communication with someone and they don't reach out, why keep it up?

So I'm sitting home and watching fuller house and realizing i want to connect with other people...i am bi and want to meet other people. I am working on myself and one thing I'm working on is being myself and not worrying about what other people think. I am also a huge big bang theory fan and have anxiety...i used to love it when an old friend of mine and i would hang out and i want to get that feeling back again... I am thinking of starting a community and see how that goes.