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Its almost that time of the month

So, it has been a very crazy week. I have been very sensitive, anxious and have cried a few times as well. Add to the list, lost sleep, feeling overwhelmed and criticized..

Why do I mention this? Because for me, and every other girl out there, its a sign that my period is coming.

Around the time my period is near, I feel like I'm criticized when I don't do something right, or when i get something wrong, such as the time something is going to happen or the flavor someone wants on a drink etc.

Also, my interactions with people suck as well. I get stuck in the loop that people are mad at me, or don't think i know what I'm doing. Secondly, people around me start to annoy me and drive me crazy. Thirdly, I get very nervous in situations that are stressful and where normally I could calm myself down and not be so anxious going in.

Next on my list is the fact that around this time i get anxious with things i am telling people or things that people tell me. It is also the time where I think that if I'm not talking to someone, they are either mad at me or are going to be in the future and it will affect my future.

Plus, on another note, I find myself thinking of a former crush I worked with a long time ago and also an old friend of mine who i hadn't thought about.

It is just amazing how all of this pops in my head because my period is coming!

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