PinkAngel2017

So, it has been a very crazy week. I have been very sensitive, anxious and have cried a few times as well. Add to the list, lost sleep, feeling overwhelmed and criticized.. Why do I mention this? Because for me, and every other girl out there, its a sign that my period is coming. Around the time my period is near, I feel like I'm criticized when I don't do something right, or when i get something wrong, such as the time something is going to happen or the flavor someone wants on a drink etc. Also, my interactions with people suck as well. I get stuck in the loop that people are mad at me, or don't think i know what I'm doing. Secondly, people around me start to annoy me and drive me crazy. Thirdly, I get very nervous in situations that are stressful and where normally I could calm myself down and not be so anxious going in. Next on my list is the fact that around this time i get anxious with things i am telling people or things that people tell me. It is also the ti

Muggie Maggie- a book where everyone is obsessed with a 3rd grader who refuses to write cursive and is treated like crap by everyone; her parents, her father's secretary and her teacher. Things that bugged me about this book- 1. Unless she is willing to write cursive and go along with her parents, they say she is contrary and misbehaves!- uh no.. The outrage over her not wanting to write cursive bugged me. Its like the world will come to and end if she won't do it. 2. Her father's secretary sucks- she sends Maggie a ball point pen and Maggie writes her a thank you letter back. Good enough, right? WRONG! The secretary sends a sarcastic note back that makes maggie cry because one word is misspelled- luckily her dad is sort of sympathetic, but not by much. 3. Her teacher spends her time sending her out of the room with messages to other teachers so she will learn cursive and lo and behold, she does.. This part was actually cool.. After the 2nd day or so of bringing messag

Soo..since we have become friends, I have had a lot of thoughts going through my head.. Let me start off by saying, I haven't had a close friend in ages and in a way, it was shocking to me to find another person I click with, when after the last friendship ended, and it left me thinking of him for soo many years. It wasn't until I met Trish**, and we started hanging out after school, that i realized how much we clicked. Also the fact that she helped me let go of him by suggesting I delete my statuses about him..and im not sure i mentioned this to her, but it works!- I am finding that I am thinking about him less..I may be interested and nosy to know what he's up to these days, but not enough to do something about it. **I also want to add that I love hanging out with her after school, venting to each other and having someone I can share things with and not be judged for it. We really click and it goes to show you never know who you'll click with. And to think, it al

6. I don't like large groups of people I get very anxious in crowds of people. Im not sure why, but it just happens that way. Im also better off with people individually as opposed to 2 to 3 people at a time. I have times where i get very quiet around people I don't know. This is especially the case at my brothers house when they have stupid people over. There was a time when a former friend of mine would want to hang out with me and his other friends, even though he knew that it would not be a good thing. His friends sucked as when we did hang out they wouldn't speak to me and barely acknowledged me. 7. If Jesus is coming back, where is he? Did he get lost? I know! Maybe he lied. This and other things pop into my head. I just think it's hilarious that everyone says he's coming back so all the religious peeps think they will be judged and get into heaven. I think if it was going to happen, it would of a long time ago when the very first person in the world died. S

Welcome 2019! 1. Daily rituals. Do you have any that you will abandon in the new year? Will you begin new daily rituals? If yes, what? The only thing I'll abandon is not taking the time to pick up when i get home and one thing i want to add is taking the time to journal. Even on my phone in the morning, before i start work. I also want to start a daily dance workout.💐 2. What significant relationship improved the most? Probably the ones with my mom and brother.- not to mention our landlord.  3. What relationship in your life deteriorated? The one with my sister in law 4. What do you wish you had done more of in 2018? How do you plan on doing more of that in 2019? I wish i had journaled more and made more time to chill when i get home and also kept up with the dance routine i wanted to do. In 2019 I am going to start putting music on either in the morning and dancing or when i get home at night.  5. What important person in your life needs more of your time? Will y

Soo since Im trying to attract more readers, Im going to do 15 random things about me. 1.I have no interest in smoking or drinking. I have been around it all my life and have hated it. Everyone around me smoked constantly and now my mom had to have a valve replaced and other things all because of smoking. I hate how it consumes everything and i hate the smell of it. Drinking is about the same- these are 2 things I never got interested in. 2. I consider myself bisexual I came out as a lesbian many years ago and thought it fit until one day, after coming out, i realized I had feelings for a close guy friend of mine and another guy at work. Now im not out to anyone, but i have become more accepting of myself. 3.I freaken love Barry Manilow Most of the music on my ipod is barry manilow. I have a better day when I listen to a few of his songs, and right now, "the best seat in the house" is my favorite song. I would love to hear from other fanilows! 4.I am not religious in