Thinking of an old friend part 2

So after thinking about it, i realized that every so often my old friend comes to me to show me parts of myself that i haven't been focusing on or neglecting.. We were in our own little world and most people thought we were a couple unless you knew he is gay and I'm bi or so it appears at the moment...still a work in progress and one reason i keep it to myself...

So anyway, i am basically a loner again and that ironically was when i met him and i think what i miss is having that strong connection with people and i also need to have it with myself...

I spend a lot of time thinking about him and almost wishing i could call him or text him but i know it has been years and i think instead of beating a dead horse, i need to work on that part of me that i found with him...

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Tmi Tuesday on Friday 12/28

Happy Holiday Season! 1. Are you celebrating or have you celebrated any holidays this December 2018? Just Christmas.. 2. Describe your typical holiday celebration. We go to my brother's house and hope like hell that they didn't invite people from the church..this year, they did and it was hell. 3. Now tell us how you really would like to spend your holiday season. Over at my brothers with just my mom, sister in law, sister and brother. No stupid people allowed. 4. This time of year broadcast TV is filled with Christmas movies. What is your favorite Christmas movie? I have too many to list! 5. Does your place of work do a gift exchange or secret santa? Do you participate? What gift did you buy to giveaway this year? What gift did you get? They have a holiday party and staff luncheon. There is a gift exchange and an ugly sweater party. I wasn't able to participate in the gift exchange this year. Bonus : Have you been naughty or nice? It depends on who you ask;) —

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