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Skittles of my submission

So just like a bag of Skittles, my submissive side comes in different colors...most of which i am learning about and some that just fascinate me.

Let's see.. where to start?

Red Skittles: this would include things I am fascinated by, but not sure I would actually try, but I have an interest so who knows.

Yellow- This would be my switch side. I have come to realize that when i am mad at someone, i can picture them being tortured in a cage and with a leash on, or whipped until I feel better. Than, on the other side of that, i can see myself wearing a collar and being submissive to someone and doing as I'm told and asked. For many years and even when i was younger, i always hated when people were mad at me and i liked being pleasing when i was asked to do something. It has been like this in work as well. Im the type that am happy when i am told i did a good job and that people are pleased with what i did, or have been doing.

Purple-i believe i have a little side. Or part of one...i love cute things and coloring, i love kid music, and being silly. I also love kid tv shows and much more kid stuff.

Green- let's see.. This section is a mixed bag of stuff. I Identify as a female sheldon cooper, and love the dynamic those 2 have. I call myself a female sheldon cooper because i don't do change very well, i like to know what's going to happen, it takes me awhile to open up to someone and get close to them. Its just like Sheldon and Amy..it took them years of getting to know each other and becoming comfortable with each other and learning about each other to lead to them being married...i need a relationship where we can both be ourselves and have that level of understanding those 2 have, with maybe some of my skittles to join in..




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