Soo in a month or so, i am going to be babysitting for my girl crush...i have been trying not to think about it because it will make me more anxious, but i was blown away when she asked me to babysit for 3 days...😇.. My thoughts have circled around being with her kids, getting to talk to her and being in her house- which i never saw coming... I have also had kinky thoughts and started fantasizing and i am trying to keep it in check cause that's what i need to do... But still...my mind wonders..